HEAVE HO!

I read Scripture this morning that I  felt just reached out and grabbed ahold of me.  

When my heart is open, the Holy Spirit will give me His Truth that will speak to me

in my current circumstance .

The wonderful truth was  I Peter 5:7: Casting all your care upon Him; for He cares for you.

I LOVE THIS! If I were to get a tatoo, this would, without a doubt, be the one I would choose.

"Casting" used in this verse is the Greek word epiripto, a compound of the words epi and ripto.  The epi means upon, as on top of something.  The word ripto means to hurl, to throw, or to cast, and it often means to violently throw or to fling something with great force.

The only other place this word epiripto is used in the New Testament is in Luke 19:35, where the Bible says, "And they brought him to Jesus: and they cast their garments upon the colt, and they set Jesus there on."  This passage correctly conveys the idea of the word epiripto, which in secular literature often pictured the flinging of a garment, bag, or excess weight off the shoulders of a traveler and onto the back of some other beast, such as a donkey, camel, or horse.  

The word "care" is the Greek word merimna, which means anxiety.

In principle it described any affliction, difficulty, hardship, misfortune, trouble.

Peter uses this word to assure me that Jesus really does care about me 

and the things that are heavy on my heart.  

When I saw these Greek words and perceived how deeply Jesus cared about the burdens that were on my heart, I realized I was carrying a load I didn't have to bear.  Jesus wants me to take the

difficulty I am carrying and fling them onto His back.  He will carry them for me.

"Jesus, I am yielding  my concern to You today. 

 I cast my burden on You, and thank you for 

setting me FREE!"

I WAS NOT FASHIONED FOR THIS WORLD

I was truly not created for this world and the Holy Spirit has been impressing this on my mind daily. You see, I know that I was not made: to keep a house spotless, or to "shop 'til I drop", to accumulate stuff, to be continually entertained, to"keep up with the Jones',to live comfortably, to be deceived that outer beauty is prime, to have the most current fashions, to be rich when most of my brothers and sisters are hungry, to fight against aging, to be desensitized to sinful behavior, to be politically correct, to ignore my neighbor, to not be obedient to my LORD and not care, to forget what my Savior did on the cross, to be indifferent to the thousands of people going to hell each day.

 I believe this.  God's Word is clear in Colossians 1:16.

For by Him all things were created, both in the heavens and on  earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or dominions or rulers or authorities— all things have been created through Him and for Him.
And it will someday,pass away.

I was created for my God, and I will do my best in Jesus' strength to remember that this world is not my home.

By His grace,

I choose the better way...

to live for my eternal home!

favorites - things preferred above others

This day was unbelievably special because before I left the house for work, the Lord gave me a gift of the evidence of His tangible love for me.  No, it was not a hot or iced latte...although they are truly my favorite drink, they CANNOT compare to the gifts my Father gives me.  So throughout the day I began pondering on the things in my life that make my heart feel like it's smiling.

1. Nothing even comes close to the nearness of my heavenly Father, a sense of His presence takes my breath away.  That happened this morning!  His speaking to me...thinking about this almost makes me feel that it is too good to be true.  It isn't though, the Holy Spirit lives inside of me.  God's presence resides in my soul!  How could anything here on earth compare that this? Nothing can, but I will still think of the simple things that tickle my fancy...just for fun!
2. having fun with my husband
3. talking to Cara and making her laugh
4. getting an email from Brent in Afghanistan
5. hearing Madeline call me, Ma Tu
6. my son-in-law telling me he loves me
7. my daughter-in-law telling me she loves me
8. good friends
9. lattes
10. swinging and chatting on my swing
11. thunderstorms
12. good books
13. getting mail
14. fruit salad
15. traveling
16. m & m's
17. candles
18. a good movie
19. traveling
20. cute used clothing
21. fresh flowers
22. sandals
23. the beach and ocean
24. popcorn
25. babies
26. iced tea
27. corn hole
28. campfires
29. popcorn
30. Chinese noodles
31. dusk
32. chopsticks
33. pictures
34. simple jewelry
35. reading blogs
36. a beautiful sky
37. walks
38. good coffee
39. seeing patients at work, improve
40. I will END with the second best thing I love in this life, and that is to see the work of GOD in my children, family and friends!

f O c U s D i S c I p L i N e

fo·cus/ˈfōkəs/

Noun:

The center of interest or activity.

I have never given this word much thought until recently, and at this time in my life it has become indwelled in me.

I am sure it's because my FOCUS has switched gears.  Ending one beautiful part of my life and beginning another beautiful part.

For many years my FOCUS was on being a wife, raising our children and developing my relationship with the Lord.  

Now, being an empty nester, I am FOCUSED on another call on my life of preparing to move to China.  In order to be able to accomplish this, I must FOCUS on my Savior who by His

great strength will enable me to do this!

I am daily asking Him to help me keep His FOCUS, my FOCUS!

G R E E K TO ME

i was given a gift last week of a beautiful devotional called "Sparkling Gems of the Greek".   i am so thankful that this special gifter was obedient to the Holy Spirit's urging her to buy me this book.  
it is truly a treasure!  
it has a particular scripture for the day and then it gives a one to two page devotional including the most important words transcribed into the greek language to give you the true meaning/definition of the word or words.  
today's devotion broke my heart and as I read it in disbelief about Jesus' death.
i will never understand the level of outrage and hate in the jews and the roman soldiers that wanted Jesus, a man without sin, to be killed. 


never, ever, will I be able to comprehend how 
they could inflict so much pain and hate on 
Jesus.


the One and Only that had no sin. 


how they chose to 
beat Him.  
scourge Him, spit on Him
hate Him, strip Him,
tie Him, 
shackle Him, 
whip Him,  lash Him, strike Him, 
humiliate Him, beat Him, 
tempt Him, curse Him
mock Him
c r u c i f y  Him.


anger builds up inside me.
revenge, hate, vengeance.


and each time, my wonderful Savior
reminds me that it was part of His beautiful
plan.
ironic...that, that was BEAUTIFUL.


but yes, it is that.
and that plan included me.
someone had to take my place.
someone had to pay the price for all sin.


God sent His Son for that.
so that I would not be in debt for that
unbelievable price of my sin.


He suffered... He bled His precious blood...
and died a humiliating death
for me.


the CROSS was where the price was paid
for my deliverance.


NO GREATER LOVE THAN THIS

anticipating China

God is continually amazing Glenn and I with His encouragement for us to go to China next summer!  The most recent way He has done this is bringing more Chinese friends into our life.  Before Xiangdong returned to China he wanted us to meet his friend, Xue Ni.  We are so thankful for her presence in our life.  She is an amazing godly young woman that is so much fun to be with.  She has such a joyful spirit and complete trust in her Lord and Savior.  She is a temporary au pair for a large family in Slippery Rock that have adopted eight Asian children.  This family hired her for a year to help with the children and improve her English, which is already really good!  She is between her sophmore and junior years of college near her home town of Xian.  She has a legacy of Christianity in her family and believes the Lord may be calling her to be an interpreter when she graduates with her Masters degree.  We love spending time with her, while helping one another learn each other's native tongue.  I still say she has it easier than we do learning Chinese, especially at our age!  Another friend that we have met is Lijuan.  She is a professor at Grove City College and also a lovely Christian woman.  She has lived in the states for about 15 years and will be receiving her residency very soon.  She loves this area and also has a heart for Southern California, which she lived in for eight years.  


It is so wonderful spending time with these women and I truly believe that God is arranging these friendships so that we will be more accustomed to relationships in China!  I am just in awe of what He does!  We are eating alot of Chinese food in our house these days.  Xiangdong and Xue Ni have both cooked for us and Lijuan is so gracious to have us in her home for meals.  We also frequent the Lotus Market to stock up on Chinese food that we can cook.  All in all,  I see the preparation that God is doing and I bow my head in complete thankfulness.  

How tenderly does He overpower us with the splendor of His goodness, soothing where He might confound! In Grace and love, who is like You, O Lord? Among the gods who is like You? Understanding faints in attempting to ascend to You! Imagination, to which You have given a half-creative faculty, cannot beget a thought of equal height to Your thoughts, nor conceive a way which may bear comparison with Your ways! What better can we do, great God, than bow our heads and reverently adore?  (Spurgeon)

Beginning this journey with God "anticipating China" is truly humbling and an encouragement to my soul!  I never dreamed that I would be SO blessed to see SO MUCH of God while still being earthbound!  What a privilege, what an honor, WHAT A JOY!

Next step:  Beginning to downsize and asking for God's guidance in that, of course!

GRATITUDE: the quality or feeling of being thankful

My Helper, the Holy Spirit, gave me a direction today that I know will be most helpful for me and I am so grateful!  Each time that I begin to feel sorry for myself, especially when I have to say good-bye to my children and their spouses or my granddaughter....I am choosing to move directly into a state of gratitude, (probably AFTER I shed some tears.)  So today, with additional inspiration from my "One Thousand Gifts" book I am going to list a bunch of things that I am thankful for.


I HAVE to begin with my LORD and Savior, Creator of the Universe, King of the World, Sacrificial Lamb, Lover of my soul, Gracious God.  I am in never ending awe of who HE is.  I cannot imagine my life, as an adult, without HIM.  He fills all of the emptiness in me with HIS abounding LOVE.  HE reminds me all of the time that HE gives me life and gives it abundantly!  (John 10:10) WOW, am I thankful for that!


Then is my hubby, Glenn.  He is God's best for me without a doubt!  He loves me unconditionally and believe me if he didn't, he would've been out the door a long time ago.  I have been a major project in slowly becoming somewhat of what God designed me to be as a wife.  I have been domineering, strong-willed and outspoken and my gracious husband has been so patient with me.  Thankfully, I listened to God when He strongly called me into submission.  It is one of the most profound moments of my life!  I can still remember the day and it was He and I alone for a period of time,  sometimes I almost think that I audibly heard His voice.  I didn't, it just was so profound and evident that HE was demanding my obedience in submitting to my husband, that it feels like I heard Him with an audible voice.   And THAT, I am so thankful for.


Next, are my children and their spouses.  Brent, our son, I am so thankful for his sense of humor, his easy going character and his desire to be a Biblical husband and father.  He has a zest for life and not too much phases him.  He just goes with the flow and accepts what the Father brings his way.  Christy, his wife, is a godly woman that Glenn and I prayed for long before Brent was a young adult.  I am thankful for her desire to be a godly wife to our son and a Biblical mother/teacher/disciplinarian to our granddaughter,  Madeline.   Cara, our daughter, I am so thankful that God allowed me to be a part of His growing her into a beautiful  and godly woman.  The process was painful at times and her getting fibromyalgia, made it even more difficult.  All in all, I am thankful that God used her in my life to strengthen my hope, when I felt hopeless at times.  I am thankful for the encourager she is in my life.  Her hubby, Daniel, is also a Godsend.  I am thankful for his teachable spirit and his unconditional love for our daughter and the leader he desires to be for her.  Finally, Madeline, my beautiful, fun granddaughter God gave us.  I am thankful for her energy and the joy that overflows in her.  I am thankful that God has given me a desire to be purposeful in her life and to pray for her heart to be tender towards Him,  so that she will receive Him as Savior someday.  I will be SO thankful for that day!


I am also thankful for:  our church, our friends and family, our jobs, our home, our vehicles, our furniture, food, drink, good coffee, clothes, eyesight, hearing, good health, sweet neighbors, trees, flowers, seasons, sweets, books, my Bible, my phone, airplanes, Skype, my MacBook, rain, snow, sunshine, sunrises, sunsets, the ocean, music, candy, good movies, laughter, good preaching, naps, picnics, soft towels, candles, chimes, cameras, anticipating our move to China, surprises and joy.


I want to live in a state of gratitude and I am thankful that my Father will give me that desire of my heart.