I believe that the second most amazing and humble aspect of being a child of the King is, that when I desire for Him to change me, He does. These days, in my heart, He has given me a deep longing to want to be transformed as never before.
I have not prayed a certain prayer across my lips. My Father does not always require that of me. He knows my heart and my desires. He knows that I want to be all He designed me to be.
I have this one life He gave me and I have vowed that I will not leave this Earth without taking the big steps He has called me to. No matter how uncomfortable, no matter how fearful I may be, no matter how much strength I must draw from Him, I do not want to stand, I want to walk. I want to make much of God, here on earth.
My vow takes my self-indulgence and pushes it into the risky world of selflessness. It causes me to learn to live in surrender and obedience moment by moment. It causes me to continually ask for the ability to dominate my flesh.
It makes me regularly draw my stake out of this world and plant it into the Kingdom that is to come.
It gives me the desire to live authentically and stand under the spout where grace pours out for me. It demands a discipline to learn of the ability to listen deeply with the ear of my heart.
It purposes in me, a will to live a life worthy of God.
...so that you will walk in a manner worthy of the Lord, to please Him in all respects, bearing fruit in every good work and increasing in the knowledge of God. Col. 1:10
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"...when I desire for Him to change me, He does." - this is true!
ReplyDeleteWow. Did you write this?! This is incredible, unbelievable, full of such truth. I love this! The hand of God moves so mightily in your life, momma. I love you!!!
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